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About Me

Named: Jasmine/Tainted Kitten, a.k.a. the psyko one.
Birthdate: September 3rd 1986 (Star: Virgo; Chinese: Tiger)

Nationality: Of English/Maori descent

Status: In a relationship.

From: Auckland, New Zealand

Pets: Two dogs (Nique and Wolf), one cat (Sace), one horse (Banner), a lot of tropical fish

Occupation: Customer Service Representative

Body: 5'3"; 64kg; 1 tattoo; ears pierced twice

Once deemed insane by own family.
Blogger Code: B5 d++ t+ k- s u-- f- i o++ x- e+ l+ c++

More About Me

I seem to be bored a lot of the time. I'm a dog person. I can't hold grudges. I've given up denying that I'm like my mother. I am, so I am. I love scary movies (although it takes a lot to make me jump).I think I want a child someday but I'm terrified of them and of being a horrible parent.Sometimes I hate myself so much I just want to disappear. Sometimes I wish desperately I had someone to lean on... someone to just hold me during the dark times and stroke my hair and tell me everything will be okay. I don't like admitting that. I hate needing anyone or being vulnerable. I really want to believe that some form of happily-ever-after could come true for me.Though I may deny it, I actually do get taken in by all that romantic stuff (Candle lit dinners, poetry, moonlit beach walks, flowers, all that). I'm a terrible housekeeper, I hate cleaning. I often have strange and vivid dreams. Sometimes they are so real that they scare me.Despite my name, I am actually allergic to some cats. I have a strong stomach. Nothing much grosses me out. I don't own an umbrella and don't care if I get wet walking in the rain. I am pretty bad with money. I have a lot of debt.I used to try very hard to please but people take advantage of that.I can't sing. Ok. I can sing, but you wouldn't like it. I like to pretend I can. I have trouble saying no. I usually do things the hard way. Not on purpose, I don't think. I hate sleeping alone. I don't believe in any religions bar the ones I make up. I fall asleep in the bath. I dream of three things: Being thin enough, happiness, and being loved. I laugh a lot. I am definitely a cautious person. I have always loved to analyze and interpret everything. I tend to be very stubborn and like to be right. A lot of people see me as someone who'll always "understand", making me the one that they come to for advise. I am an extremely independent person and prefer to do things on my own than in groups. I am selfish and can be petty. I don't like making decisions. I am really easy going, it takes a lot to offend me. The worst thing someone can do to me is ignore me. I'll most likely let a problem build up before I say anything. I can be a really good arguer. I hate change. I've hurt and been hurt romantically before.I can be quite an outspoken person, yet other times completely shy. I hardly ever wear make up, but when I do, it's the barest minimum. I have a huge heart, and can be very emotional. I always try to put smiles on peoples' faces.

Worry List

Those who believe everything that they are told. Being excessively overweight. Getting asked out by someone I don't like. Losing a loved one forever. Death of someone close. Becoming addicted to someone bad for my health. Drug addicted babies. Getting my period at an inconvenient time. Drinking off milk which looks good. Losing faith in myself. Bad personality traits getting stronger. Letting down the ones who think highly of me. Saying the wrong things to the wrong people. Stray animals on cold nights. Sexually transmitted diseases. Raising my future children. Getting nauseous and throwing up. Slipping on a wet pool deck.

Hate List

The way some old men look at little girls. How someone can say they love you then cheat on you. Being called degrading names by random people on the street or in their vehicle. Pointy shoes. Steamed vegetables. Fighting with friends. The way I second guess everything. When radio stations don't say the name of the song they just played. Strangers who make small talk just because they're next to me. People twisting my words. Being disrespected. When I want to cry alone and no one will leave me alone. Waiting for someone you know will never come. Awkward silences. That I put faith in people I know I shouldn't. Not having mutual feelings for someone. Buying merchandise and realising it's damaged by the time I get home. When I make excuses for why people hurt me. Screaming children. Parents of screaming children. Dull razorblades. Freezing weather. When someone says they'll call and they don't. Being hungry in a house without food. Being ditched. Microwaving food then biting into a cold center. The smell of old cigarette smoke. Potholes. That ferrets are illegal in NZ. Submerging my foot in a deep puddle I don't see.

Love List

Waking up late. Optical illusions. Thrill of seeing a good horror movie. Walking alone at night just for the anxiety. Broken glass. Innocence of childhood. Fresh tattoos on raw skin. Candles and incense. The smell of gasoline. Long letters in the mail. Thongs. Black eyeliner placed perfectly. Sleeping in bra and panties. Adrenaline rushes. Sleeping on the beach. Swimming at night. Caring for someone who is drunk. Penguins walking with babies between their legs. Girls with real curves. Hot bath. Back rubs. Playing dress up. Punching pillows when I feel helpless. Dancing while intoxicated. How music sets a mood. Smell of fresh baked bread. The way girls always smell good. The cologne of the one I love. Conversing with someone all night. The feeling I get in my stomach as the plane takes off. Making an amazing fluke shot in pool that I didn't plan. The sound of waves crashing. Fluffy animals. Dried roses. Seeing my icy breath on cold days.

Name Analysis

This name, when combined with the last name, can frustrate happiness, contentment, and success, as well as cause health weaknesses in the reproductive system, worry, and mental tension.
Your name of Jasmine gives you a strong sense of responsibility in business and material affairs, and the practicality and determination to make a success of anything you undertake.
You are self-sufficient and capable, and have an interest in positions of leadership and responsibility.
You are competent in directing the efforts of others, as you have good business judgment and the natural understanding of people.
Very likely you have assumed much responsibility early in life and are often required to make major decisions.


 
» The Kitten «
Call her Jasmine, a.k.a Tainted Kitten. Twenty One year old female, kiwi in origin, Virgo in starsign. Avoiding love by all means possible Bebo junkie. Don't really care about what you think. Intrigued?


» Right Now «
» Date: 11/01/2008
» Emotions: The current mood of Taintedkitten at www.imood.com
» Sound: How Far we've Come - Matchbox 20
» Drink: Milk
» Book: Wuthering Heights - By Emily Bronte
» Weather: Bloody hot
» Currently Obsessed With: Cuddles
» Needing: A good hug and a shoulder to cry on


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